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Before
the surgery, I would have classified myself as a slightly
better than average player. However, after that ordeal,
something happened. Everything seemed to click, and I was
playing better than I had ever played in my life. My playing
became almost instinctive. I was reading my competitors
more accurately, and I felt a self-assurance I had never
experienced. My brush with death had apparently triggered
innate abilities that had never surfaced before.
The most important thing of all was that I discovered my
true vocation. I had finally dispelled any doubts about
what my profession in life was going to be. Because of pressure
from my family and friends, I had thought about returning
to "legitimate" work. But now I knew I never would.
I was never going to be a working stiff, nor was I ever
going to have a boss. I was going to make my way through
life my way.
During the next few years, I shuttled between Fort Worth
and Las Vegas, where more and more of the action was developing.
I was still doing most of my playing in Texas, but it was
getting difficult to find the really big games there. I
was beating them so regularly that they were finally saying,
"We can do without Doyle." The action, for me,
was really beginning to dry-up.
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